Undone

You know you are never going to sleep again,

Warm and entwined in dreams.

The moat of time protecting

And isolating, bridges and walls both

Poking at the ashes

Of a fire that burnt out long ago

Hoping for sunshine

From cold, long shadows.

Standing at the beginning,

Looking at the end,

Asking yourself now, what if you feel it again.

Asking yourself then, what if you never feel it again